Father John Carville, a retired priest of our diocese, noted recently that I had not been blogging in a while. So, I thought I’d get back to it. If you were to ask anyone in our office how life has been around here lately, you’d probably get the same response from each of the 12 of us who work here. It’s been a time of “firsts.” During the past 6 to 8 months we have found ourselves dealing with issues and questions that have never come up before, ever. I do not want to go into that much detail, because some of these are connected to sensitive issues. No doubt, this has been happening at pretty much every level of parish life: sacraments and sacramental prep, weddings, funerals, procedures, behaviors, and so on.
So, we’ve seen a lot of firsts recently. Some of them have been very challenging too. I have walked through a lot of firsts with people too. Couples, families, individuals. Like, recently a couple, not even married a year yet, found out that the wife had a very rare disease, with no real treatment. She passed from us recently. Her name was Amy. How many times have we felt it and said it, “who would’ve thought…” For me personally, to watch people make their way through experiences such as this is, no doubt, an experience of grace and blessing. Watching people deal with the things that they never, ever thought would have happened is one of the most courageous things to witness. I’ve had my own “firsts” in my family this past year. And while I’m not totally happy with how I have responded along the way, I have come face to face again with the grace of imperfection and brokenness. It is true, as Hemingway once wrote, that, “…some are made stronger in the broken places.”
There is, I have come to find, no way to really be prepared for the unexpected, difficult happenings in life. If we want to be as prepared as possible, though, I might recommend 3 things to consider. The first is simply to be aware of the reality that none of us is exempt, none of us is immune to life’s brokenness. It’s going to happen to us in some way, if it hasn’t already. The second bit of advice extends from the first. Be at peace with this reality. Do not, do not, do not spend your life worrying about it. In the Gospel of Luke, Jesus tells us, “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life and what you will eat, or about your body and what you will wear. For life is more than food and the body more than clothing. Notice the ravens: they do not sow or reap; they have neither storehouse nor barn, yet God feeds them. How much more important are you than birds! Can any of you by worrying add a moment to your life-span?” (Luke 12:22-25) So, worry if we will, but it will bring us nothing but unrest. The third thought that I would offer on the matter of “expecting the unexpected” would be this: there is a resurrection side to everything. It’s just, that, we do not always know what it will look like on the other side of the experience. In fact, we never know, really. What we do know is that he who by his suffering made all suffering holy not only waits for us on the other side but walks with us in it, every step of the way.